...and i mean that in a good way." so this is probably the strangest and sweetest compliment i received this week. this was referencing my eyes and the apparently very sultry look i can pull off with them, and was told to me by a new guy i have right now. and no, this isn't just some guy i'm playing around with. well, not totally. there's plenty of playing, but it's different this time. there's more to it than sex. and it's kinda of scary in a way. i've been on a lot of dates in the last year, but i never really cared too much how any of them turned out. but this time i do. it's a little weird sharing it this way, because i know he reads my blog from time to time. i wasn't sure if i really wanted to put myself out there like this, but then i realized that i'm pretty sure that none of this will come as a surprise to him. so while i'm still not sure how things are going to turn out yet because it's still really new, i can say that i'm really looking forward to finding out. and if he does happen to read this, i just want to say thank you for making me feel so good about myself lately. and i will be your russian (but mostly polish/german) mail order bride any time.
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